因为在神没有一件事是不可能的

Things are still going smooth. Almost done with the second week of school. Fairly large accomplishment not freaking out with my load. To think I would have take 21 hours if I could have. I'm just insane. But somehow being insane keeps me sane. heh. Wow, a guy in a tux and white gloves just walked by me carrying a silver platter full of yummy looking cake deserts. I want those instead of my peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Oh well, I'm thankful none the less. I still have history, bluh. I wish I could just go to sleep instead. But he takes attendance and I need to pass. The batteries on my laptop are almost dead though so I won't be able to take notes. But it's Friday!

I got my mind blown in philosophy. My Prof. wants us to participate, I wish I could but my thoughts are so twisted that I couldn't say anything comprehensible if I wanted to. It's a cool feeling though, not knowing what to think. I "dig" it.

I took about 15 minutes this morning to stretch and I feel so much better today. That feeling of fresh out of bed waking up you body by stretching. I need to do that every morning. It kinda hurt. A good hurt though. Just to stretch and than have a nice time with God reading the Bible. I wish I had the discipline to do that every morning.

But, what is discipline? Why is it so easy to make time for TV but not for study? It's so easy to make time to eat. Because it's a necessity? Not as much as I do. I'm super skinny and I still feel like I eat to much. Not a oh-I'm-fat eat too much. But a did-I-need-that eat too much. It's so hard to fast though. And it is unbelievably good for the body. To give all your systems a break and a chance to get cleaned up. It is super healthy. Back to discipline. I believe that discipline is a quality to be gained. A quality that becomes easier the more it is done. In essence it is only a mind over matter type thing. One makes the choice to do something (the mind part) and makes sure that the body does it (the matter pert). So why is it so hard? One might say it's because the subconscious mind is really in control and that the subconscious wants something different than the conscious. But how can that be? If the conscious mind is the one that does all of the reasoning and acting wouldn't it be possible to override the subconscious? But what if the subconscious is what is holding us back from doing all kinds of ridiculous things. The part of the mind telling us not to go out on the dance floor when we really want to. Well, I will continue this stream of consciousness later, I have to eat my pb&j and get to history.