Feb 28, 2005
So life is going fast—need more time.
School is going—spring breaks coming.
Church is great—still the only steady thing in my life.
Friends are distant—nothings changed.
Urge to travel is growing—need more money and or connections
Going to California over spring break again—experiencing mixed feelings.
Received grades last week from the insane week before. They are as follows:
71.5 on History exam—has to come up.
88 in Math—satisfied.
98 in Astronomy—happy.
A in Linguistics—indifferent.
B in English—again, indifferent.
Don't have Philosophy yet—pissed because I turned in that paper forever ago.
I'm in the middle of something I have never experienced before. Can't chose whether I want to ask girl#1 out or ask girl#2 out. I've never had that problem. They are both awesome and I can't chose. The thing is I'm not one to waste time so I don't want to ask #2 out if it won't go anywhere because she is a great friend and it seems like she could get really attached quickly. And I don't want to ask #1 because she has a history of only going out with people for a few weeks and like I said, I don't want to mess around with anything thats not going places. Wow, I probably won't ask either because I'm still young, immature, and overall not ready for that kind of responsibility. But it's fun to talk about. I'll have to pray about it more.
I miss writing in my journal everyday. I'm going to have to try to get back on the ball.