7 years ago
Sep 8, 2005
Ok, this is so not normal for me. Everyone knows that I am flat against relationships until I'm already an old man and my life is over. That way she can't hold me back from going all out for Christ. But there is a factor I never considered in this. What if God want's me in a relationship? I dunno... I've been single for almost 3 years... or is it 2. I don't remember. But I wasn't expecting to go out with anyone for at least another 5 years. You know, that way I could pack my bag and go if God called me. And I believe He would if I didn't have anyone tying me down. But what if it's in God's plan for me to date? That would suck! I'm not against it for others, but I am for myself.
The reason I'm bringing this up is that when I came out to Bible College I had a list. A list of things I would not do. Not stuff I would do, I figure God can tell me what to do. But I told God what I wouldn't do. The list is not very long, only one thing. The first item on the list says "God, I won't date at Bible college. If You have someone for me there bring her back to me in five or ten years". I always like to tell God what to do. He will always listen to what you tell Him to do, and then flip you upside down. So here is my question:
Should I abandon my pre-concieved notions about what God has for me here at CCBC and take whatever He want's to give me?
Of course the answer is yes. So now then I was going to ask everyone for imput, but I think I answered myself. If you feel like telling me anything, go ahead. I still don't like the idea of dating.
Hopefully God says no.
I hope this post has totally and completely confused everyone that has listened to my anti-relationship rants for the last few years.
The reason I'm bringing this up is that when I came out to Bible College I had a list. A list of things I would not do. Not stuff I would do, I figure God can tell me what to do. But I told God what I wouldn't do. The list is not very long, only one thing. The first item on the list says "God, I won't date at Bible college. If You have someone for me there bring her back to me in five or ten years". I always like to tell God what to do. He will always listen to what you tell Him to do, and then flip you upside down. So here is my question:
Should I abandon my pre-concieved notions about what God has for me here at CCBC and take whatever He want's to give me?
Of course the answer is yes. So now then I was going to ask everyone for imput, but I think I answered myself. If you feel like telling me anything, go ahead. I still don't like the idea of dating.
Hopefully God says no.
I hope this post has totally and completely confused everyone that has listened to my anti-relationship rants for the last few years.
