Oct 5, 2007
(I know this picture has only one path, but it looks nice with what I'm about to write.)
The feeling of uncertainty has got to be one of the most irritating feelings ever. I've been sure of nearly all my actions thus far. Not knowing what in the world I should do next is unbearable. And, granted, I shouldn't give it much thought. I've got nearly 11 months to decide. Still, it's human nature to ponder the next step.
I'm not going to bore you with my many ridiculously exciting, probably rash, yet intoxicatingly irresistible ideas for what to do next. But know this: It will not be what I expect. I can be sure of that. So the only thing I can be sure of at this point is that I will not do what I expect to do.
And if I think back on my life; all the big decisions I've made have been totally unexpected. I do not think this trend will change. I do not think I want it to change.
I can only be certain that I will, in the end, be uncertain.